ON CHANGE

Why did I fear change to overcome me?

The first memories of our experience are important as they create a direction for a state of being, an imprint in our dna, forever tangible in the physical and ethereal body. Once the impression has been made, whether positive or negative

this being, it grows within us as we construct who we are. The responsibility of education is born right here,

at the point where the external imprint shapes a life’s heart.

The more we leave the print to sink into our subconscious mind the more we sustain the creation of certain

habits and patterns of living. Sometimes we forget that the habits that we cling to as our own shape are but

a small imprint from our childhood memories. Once the origin of a pattern is rediscovered and guided into

the warmth of sunlight from the tangled and obscure realms of the underworld, rewriting the narrative is possible.

Change represents here the point, the apex, where consciousness encounters possibility.

Change can be a trigger of internal or external nature, nevertheless it requires to disrupt the system that has been

carefully built over time. It asks us to put aside who we think we are and face the truth of not knowing.

I wish not to imply that we live in total ignorance or darkness, yet change comes to remind us to seek

a different way out from the oblivion we’ve been creating around a certain matter of our lives.

It asks to make a step towards the unknown and embrace it with open serenity. 

Sometimes I might feel the push from the omniscient spirit of transformation as a profound challenge.

I feel the tension coming up when faced to the ignorance of committing a mistake, of being confronted

to the darkness coming from a hidden place within, as if I was breaking into a thousand shuttering pieces.

In these moments of uncertainty I keep myself stable in the invaluable companionship of my heart.

In the center of my spirit I feel safe and held.

Even within troubled times, the magic we call in as we face the unknown with curiosity, keeps

the spirit uplifted to face any challenge in the way. Change feels easier as we surrender,

letting the tower fall, crumble and shift our world upside down.

Love is the tower that shutters our world and teaches us about new ways, that molds our understanding,

the omniscient transformative energy of new horizons. Love comes into life in infinite forms and carries

the change that we need in times of uncertainty. It is the enormous power of love melting the fears of our past,

it does not prepare us for its arrival but shows us a new way into living life to its fullest.

What above love could accomplish such incredible task? 

So in my experience I chose for love to overwhelm me in waves that would crush my limits, that would put me

into the danger of losing myself, so that I could not remain the same person again, that I could not not resist

in a world of oblivion any longer.

To the heart of the universe I send my blessings for universal harmonious change.